"Well you never know"

Lately, I've been told by many "well....you never know," in reference to the fact that sometimes a couple can have infertility problems the first time but then can subsequently have a surprise pregnancy.  And since we aren't preventing...well they are right, I guess we don't really know....stranger things have happened when two people get together on a regular basis ;).  On one hand, it is an encouraging and happy thought that it is possible that we could never have to find ourselves trying to conceive in a doctor's office again and would instead enjoy hearing the "you do know how that happens" comments.  But on the other hand, it means that I have to have this tiny little nagging thought in the back of my brain that it is possible that I could be pregnant or have two close together in age.  I don't think about it too much because I really feel that we will continue to have a difficult time conceiving (endometriosis/high fsh/poor ovulation), but at the same time we all know that God can do anything.  For my readers who have been with me from the beginning, you know how addicted I was/am to peeing on sticks.  If it wasn't an ovulation predictor kit test (by the way for those who are trying...answer ovulation test strips pack of 20 were my fav)...it was a pregnancy test way too early at like 8 days past ovulation.  I pretty much couldn't help myself and spent way too much money on tests.  Well I must confess that recently I had the urge again to take a test.  It just hit me all of a sudden in my bathroom because I've been dealing with frequent urination issues lately (mind automatically jumps to pregnancy instead of UTI!).  I searched and searched through my bathroom cabinets.  There were NO new tests (I know...shocking).  But I did find some positive pregnancy tests from when I found out I was pregnant with Henry (I can't throw them in the trash...they are too pretty to look at) so I did what any normal infertile person would do, and I peed on the old stick.  The second line didn't get any darker so I called it a negative and went about my day/week/month.  I just felt the need to get that off my chest so thanks for listening.  Hi my name is Courtney and I'm a POAS addict.